windows lyrics – fallstar

i’m asking please! where are you? ’cause i’ve never
heard your voice before. i believe there’s truth, i’m
wanting it so bad because these movements are windows.
though i cannot understand their origins. these words
are walls, because i cannot understand their meanings.
you are always asking always searching for something.
so i sent my son to lead you to my love. his life to
set fire to your weary bones. so look to me and i will
give you… rest. rest your weary bones. i feel i am
hunger i am thirst. was i born a rat just to taste
gutters? i wander with my cuts. and i will not end my
life in broken wrist fist fights. savior bring me
it’s hard for me to see how you see anything in me.
though honestly i guess i have no right to disbelieve,
but i’ve looked in the mirror and nothing in those eyes
show anything worth chasing though i am constantly
pursued. my brothers, i’m sorry. i see your faith and
doubt, though what i’ve seen is lovely it turns ugly in
my eyes. i don’t think i feel what it is you feel, and
only for that reason i still question if it’s real.
though you worry less, and smile more than anyone i’ve
seen before, and all because you say you’ve died, your
life is not your own. but how is this done? i know i’m
alive because i was born. how do i set free a life when
its all i’ve ever known? well i prefer not to be alone,
i’d rather have some company. i’ve been feeling a
little restricted though these coins they all cry
liberty. and they call you a god, but what does that
mean? i’ve heard that word so many times i wish i’d
never heard it at all. so i’ll call you a friend,
because from friends i’ve seen love. but my friends
they betray me and have tendancies to leave. so i’ll
try you as father, and i’ll try not to bother you if
you are busy or you’re taking a nap. if you’ve given me
nothing to call you by what name should i scream as i’m
facing the sky? what name should i call when i notice
i’m falling? you know us humans, we’ve never been too
good at flying. and from what i’ve seen, if you love me
you must want something in return. sir, i’m only a boy,
i’ve got nothing to offer. there was one i loved with
everything though in the end, i lost her.
beautifully as breeze you gently whisper please.
please, please, just spend some time with me. that’s
all i ask, that’s all i need. call me your friend, call
me your brother. call me your father, call me your
mother. i gave you all of these so you could catch a
glimpse of me, if any of them ever loved you, boy i
promise that was me. and while they turn their backs on
you, boy i swear i’ll never leave. so please, please,
just spend some time with me.

/ fallstar lyrics