go ahead and blame me.
i keep my head as high as i can,
but let these words answer for what i have done,
may your judgment not be too heavy upon me.
of course i didn’t know back then,
this is not the result that i hoped for.
the general misery i have brought upon you;
i did not wish for anything to happen.
today, lets look far away from this.
tonight no buildings will collapse, and i know this too shall p*ss.
grasp your fear with both your hands, you knew that this time would come.
write your worries in the sand, you knew that this time would come.
and i will turn my back on you, just like i always do,
just like i’ve always done.
we took us through the blood and sand with bl**dy teeth,
beaten and tired we share whats lost. now the moments is over.
now that everyone has seen through my lies. i cannot possibly stay.
i have to leave. never has a distance seemed so difficult to undertake.
i tear my camp down, brick by brick, the time has come.
i have been here before. now i’m back to square one,
when all these feelings had just begun.
carelessly i wasted my chance, all for the sake of revenge. the taste of sickness cannot be described, it slowly wears me down.
there are some things inexpressible to those that i leave behind.
determination leads my way.
there are some things better left unsaid to those that have never seen this place.
you stand your guard and stay behind. i face the heat alone.
i take a last look and say farewell. you may never see me again.