the feel good song of the year lyrics – no use for a name

i never thought the day would come when i
would be the poison in the pen i use to write
you said you were alone in somewhat of a nervous tone
i guess it was the blank look on your face that was easy to replace

so then i went and drank myself into an idiot all through the night
recounting all my paranoid and selfish thoughts but i was right

i made a sp*ce for you inside my soul
and let my feelings kill the part that i control
so part of you was me, neglectful maybe cold it seemed
despite having the wounds we both imbibe, the scars are
somewhere we can’t hide

i then stayed up for two more years just thinking of the sacrifice you made
indifferent to the reason so apparent in the pain
i polished off another drink and taught myself to numb and drift away
for one more night so i could justify the day

so now i entertain the thought of going on all alone
but you are all the life i’ve ever known

i swear one day i’ll get it back something that is already dead and gone
again i see the trumpet player looking for his song
don’t worry i won’t follow you, that part of me is learning to let got
what was a sp*ce is like a cancer in my soul

/ no use for a name lyrics