sore-throat syndrome lyrics – american nightmare

when we were young, we thought the days would get better.
today i talked myself out of ending this.
i’ve been out chasing silhouettes,
losing frozen smiles to a thousand regrets.
and all the way home, i could see your breath though we looked dead.
“i’m so far from here…”
we laughed.
“our time is running thin.”
but i always knew how the end would end.
i never said i’d stay to the end.
f*ck you, f*ck all of you.
you’ll never know what i wanted to say.
those words are as dead as the air i breathe.
life is just a big second guess, a broken staircase of mistook steps…
you can trust me, it’s not okay…

/ american nightmare lyrics