somebody lyrics – blue october

so you dropped me
held me by my feet and let me go
i fell between the seat, but nothing broke
i’ve yet to feel that brilliant afterglow
the one i knew of years ago
now i’m twisted
twisted from the waist and spun around
promised only sky but given ground
realized the makeup is for a clown
the clown i knew of months ago

i only wanted to be somebody
so f*cking bad, i came unglued
i only wanted to be somebody
so here we are now, face to face
and i’m f*cking you

so you caught me!
wishing i were better than the rest
you hit me and left bruises on my chest
and when i wouldn’t cheat
i spit upon your test
the test i tore up weeks ago
and now my fist is
my fist is for your face to c*ck the jaw
when i begin to rise, you start to fall
now you know how it feels to drop the ball
the ball i threw back days ago


so i’ll just stand right here for now
i should have won, but how?
i break a smart *ss grin
who let the loser win?
let’s break a smart *ss grin
let’s let the losers win!

/ blue october lyrics