really here lyrics – far

i noticed it when i walked out
my small white world was closing down
i wondered, i would always wonder
why i am always sober and everyone is loaded

and it gets old
well, i bow out now
i refuse
so what if i waver, i fall

i’ll always, i will always notice
speak up when i’m called on
everyone gets older
oh well, i’m not really here

/ far lyrics