none but myself lyrics – deride

anger rise i’m at war slit my wrists when i’m bored
public’s eyes disapprove can’t tell me what to do
long have i seen you fail try so hard it’s a shame
how you all try to be so much more than what you

are, weak, false, wrong

suicide not ashamed blast my head none to blame
why should i live to see cancer age eating me
i’ll decide my own death i won’t choke in no bed
weak and grey fill of aids rather eat razorblades

i’ll outlive you

i don’t need to act like you do never have and never will
cause why should i even try when i don’t mind being me

i don’t f*cking care (about none but myself)

/ deride lyrics