no longer a zombie, i sat up and walked. walked out the
freed myself from burdens, i jumped up and ran. ran out
i can’t live that way anymore, depressed by what i love.
i can’t live that way anymore, loving what makes me
a never ending disaster, a love affair with evil
my p*ssion is mine. where i walk it walks with me.
my p*ssion is mine. always burning in me, you can’t fade
pull, pull, pull, pull, pull me down.
back underneath, back underneath.
back under deep, dark ground again.
pull me down, so i can’t see.
so i can’t think, so i can’t be myself again.
i’ll get out, i’ll find relief.
so i so you, so we can f*ck me up again.
no one’s fault. incomplete.
not denial. i just see. what’s in front of me?