my demise lyrics – suffocation

the thought and the chance. to lose or perhaps to gain
a new found worth or disgust. none the wiser could know

why is it my burden or blessing
to be the one to go through this loss
to lose or gain a chance at living,
why must i be this barer of such burdens?

to be this fortunate or cursed
i know not the difference with such weight on my shoulders

again i must continue on the quest given to me
it is not a question, it is the answer – i will be the victor

i’ll die too many times and not have learned
the lessons forced upon me
i live not for myself
but for some greater good in this h*ll we call home

i no longer exist here among men
i’ve succ*mb to an unknown force
i’t s reduced me to nothing

i am not here even now, where am i? as i still breath

i’m not alive, not to feel. but rather to suffer and die
a lifetime that spans eternity.
too strong to selfishly close the book of life

this terrible nightmare that i’m living must be all in my head

/ suffocation lyrics