the rain weeps past the windows, a strange feeling keeps a hold on me.
where am i? what has been before? questions, hardly answerable. cannot
feel time, cannot feel myself.
loneliness with me that breaks one’s mind by time, remembrance, a pale
shadow of past illusions. lost the time, lost the feelings, lost the
thoughts, lost my mind, why not my life?!
it’s the loss i feel of every day that’s gone!
it interlards me, gives me a shape
that fits this unreal dismal world
i want to leave and escape the pain
they entered and left this drowning life so displaced, cut roots bleeding.
like acid sadness burns in me
again i cant find any sense in my life
lost my hope
before the dawn the time went
another time i want to die
the strange feeling still burdening me
remembrance, the rotten shadow of my illusions.
lost the time, lost the feelings, lost the thoughts, lost my mind…
i am dying slowly
my mind breaks away
reality nothing more than the distorted reflections in my cup, there’s
when you’re watching yourself die and your world falls apart before your