make me wanna holla lyrics – esham

[esham talking]
the wicketsh*t continues
after i told these n*gg*z to stay off my d*ck
they still on my d*ck trying to bite the wicketsh*t
n*gg*z still wanna know what esham mean
esham stands for east side hoes and money
that’s what i’m all about
but for all y’all n*gg*z bitin the wicketsh*t
and tryin to bite the style
i want you to think about one thing
[samples rakim]
remember me? the one you gotcha idea from

back in this b*tch… yo for the 9-4
i gotta let these n*gg*z know once again
that i’m comin like this
they said the wicketsh*t was dead (dead)
some ol’ wicketsh*t ain’t never dead
i gotta let y’all hoes know i’m comin back on yo *ss

i stopped believing in god about a year ago
in god i can’t trust but uh you don’t hear me though
cause my life in the sunshine ain’t sunny
a suicidalist
my memory’s on the bliss
but can you really dig what i dug if i drug
the life of a thug caught a .45 slug
i wish i was dead
but i’m f*cked up in the head
cause i’m kinda hesitant to kill myself
but i hate life
life ain’t nothin but money
and it ain’t funny when your honey gets runny
i wish i was down but my mind spins round and around
and how many times can dead bodies be found
but you don’t understand the tales of a madman
unholy comin at your *ss once again
amen, and i don’t give a f*ck though
sometimes i feel like giving up yo
it makes me wanna holla

chorus 2x

[samples prince]
(samples snoop dogg)

[i feel like givin up]
(make make me wanna make make me wanna holla)
[when ever my sunshine turns to rain]
(make me wanna holla cause my dollas come in ozones)

it makes me wanna holla
life comes in dollas
doin dirt like ring around the collar
i’ll a
can’t get paid if i ain’t got a trade
i dropped outta school, now who got played
a fool, i’m just tryna get mine
i’m sick a seein my moms in the welfare line
a n*gg*, i grew up in the ghetto
i live in the ghetto
i’m never gonna get out the ghetto
the place where black folks die
and slangin them cracks is a way to get by
there’s nothin else a n*gg* can do
and f*ck the police because they only protect you
you wouldn’t understand unless you was a black man
god d*mn
it makes me wanna holla


i’m still feelin funny ways
on them sunny days when my honey plays
the money stays
days go by and things seem to get no better
now the b*tch wanna leave, i let her
i don’t sweat her
cause it ain’t in my nature
bringing out the worst in me, i think i hate ya
i can’t deal with it hoe
i gotta stay real with it though
swo yo
my minds spinnin cause i’m drinkin that gin and juice
tryna forget about you, b*tch
you can call me crazy
when every other n*gg* in the hood is a crack baby
maybe one day i’ll be dead
bleedin in the sunshine hole in my head
that’s all a n*gg* need
f*ck a b*tch stankin *ss p*ssy always wanna bleed
i don’t need that hoe
not in my life
not now
yo no
it makes me wanna holla


it makes me wanna holla
cause life ain’t nothin but a joke
down in the ghetto
smellin the gunsmoke
when every other b*tch is on this d*ck
i’m trying not to be a statistic
it’s hard, i can’t get a job
mo n*gg*z robbin
i’m steady mobbin
they tell a n*gg* to look on the bright side
it ain’t the black side, must be the white side
i gotta watch my back in case cops wanna act up
get ya punk *ss smacked up
cause i know you wanna kill me
cause i know yo *ss feel me
it makes me wanna holla


/ esham lyrics