in my heart lyrics – caliban

the heaviness of my heart seems a burden to me
whatever they preach
i have to look for people like me
and so i have to join the wrong
unmindful of virtue i am eggier for
the pleasure of love more than for salvation
i am seized by desire but
i have to keep the darkness night hidden
in the depth of my heart
it’s the most bitter fate
fate is against me
in love and virtue
i am heartened by my promise
i am downcast by my refusal
there is nothing i need from anyone
expect love and respect and anyone
who can’t give me those two things
has no place in my life be sure before
i’ll finish
i intend to celebrate this h*ll
i am involved in

/ caliban lyrics