i remember lyrics – deviates

i remember a faraway laugh
a sweet caress
you’d help me zip up my dress

i remember your arms around my neck
21 sh*lls wrapped in my nest
didn’t last

i won’t change
given the chance

and i remember no place for me to hide
before you came home at night
i remember you turning out the lights
all i ever saw was the red in your eyes
no big surprise
happened nearly every night

your own flesh and blood
i did wonder why

i remember not knowing what to say
and how calm you had remained
your child stillborn with no name
i remember the never-ending summer rain
please don’t let what was get in the way of what’s next
don’t forget
that what’s to come hasn’t come yet

/ deviates lyrics