dying in a monologue lyrics – an early cascade

i’m sobering up in cupid’s ward tonight.
vacuum’s bliss. oxygen’s masks.
back home: i’m writing this letter with broken arms.
i’m running all these miles to come up with your look, i’m addicted to alcohol to push my ego.
am i completely mental? speaking is such a d*mn habit that i almost forgot.
in denying my appearance i’ll meet you in the next booze. straight towards the abyss.
did you know that you are so beautiful?
i’m fighting for things i can’t reach. are you worth it to kill my dreams?
is this world going crazy or am i?

/ an early cascade lyrics