birthday pony lyrics – fugazi

this is a birthday pony
this is a strange kind of rest
because i feel like a guest when i’m right here at home
i’m not right here at home
i opened up these accounts
all these separate accounts
because i can’t comprehend the single ride to the end
i needed something to do and so i split into two
but now the pattern takes hold
i find i’m losing control
laugh boy
i don’t want to be free
this is a birthday pony

/ fugazi lyrics